Oceans (Hillsong United Remix)

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
Let me walk upon the waters
Wherever You would call me
Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
And my faith will be made stronger
In the presence of my Savior

Sometimes I feel lost
Like I don't know where to go
But I go and do my best to explore on my own
Take time to myself, then everybody coming
They don't understand that I got shit running through my dome
I'm alive but I'm gone, feel like I'm dead to the bone
Here God take it you can really have my soul
I do not want it no more
Don't ask me what's wrong
Late at night think about shit God seems to know
Why?

I just scrolled through my phone looking back at all the pain
Yes the songs that I wrote
And the shit I said or the shit I did
Just constantly playing back in my head
I'm alive but I'm dead, nah honestly I'm scared
And I miss all my angels
I feel like I should be dead too
(Yeah I miss all my angels, I feel like I should be dead too)

But I won't do it myself, no that ain't gon' help
I just want to try to know when it's time for my death
Into the light imma step with no worries, that is left
Like a man, watch me face death myself
Now I'm deep in my thoughts, in my feelings
When I lost unc' man I just needed healing
Pain in my soul but everything new
Man everything new just missing

Well everything else, well everything else just missing
I need help, but Ion even want no deals
Everything else, yeah everything else just missing
And I need help, but Ion even want no deals

I got to be myself, yeah
Help myself, yeah (Spirit lead me where)
Ion need help, yeah (my trust is without)
All by myself (without borders, let me)

I just wanna rap, ah (walk upon the)
I just wanna rap, ah (waters)
I just wanna rap, ah (wherever You would)
I just wanna rap (call me)

And I'ma do that shit, be that nigga (take me)
That everyone hated all from the beginning (deeper than my)
All by myself with nobody help (feet could ever)
So when I win Ion I ain't gonna share my winnings (wander)
Y'all might think I'm selfish (and my faith will be)
Nobody on my side that will help me (be made stronger)
So I had to slow it down, down, down (in the presence of)
Realise who the ones that make me happy (my Saviour)

Wassup with me
What makes me so wrong just to chase my dreams?
I feel shit deeper than what it seems
Tell the truth ain't no reason to lie to me
We are two different people, what is the problem G?
You don't want me to make it, yeah it's clear to see
Why you just can't be you and I'll be me?
(Why you just can't be you and I'll be me?)

Let's talk FOA (FOA)
They my brothers not a gang
DGS my family Ion even got to claim
But these niggas be so fake
They will smile in your face
Then turn around and bite your hand the next fucking day (got damn)

I'm sick of the fake
My own family that made me this way
Ion even really wanna show my face
People make me mad
I'ma unleash my rage, bitch